@matua_billmatua_bill

Tools for the hard days. Free practice + the Village ↓

card updated Sep 16, 2026 · 19 of 20 clips with full stats · following 154 · 2,200,000 likes total

Engagement16.41%above average

Account summary

@matua_bill has 193,300 followers and 409 videos. Across the 20 parsed clips the average is 1,951 views and 304 likes. Engagement to views is 16.41%, which is above average for TikTok. On the newer half of the feed the response is falling (−14.21 pp). Posts roughly 2.2 times a week. An average clip reaches 1% of the follower count.

Followers

193.3K

history is still being collected

Engagement

16.41%

−14.21 pp newer half

Average views

median 437

Likes per clip

304

9 comments avg

Shares / saves

22 / 33

1.6% of viewers save

Posting rate

2.2 / wk

reach 1% of followers

Latest clips

20 collected

The jokes kept the pain small enough to carry. You can put them down w — @matua_bill

334The jokes kept the pain small enough to carry. You can put them down with the right person. Tag the funny one who's actu9003

Healing faster than the people around you is its own loneliness. Keep — @matua_bill

300Healing faster than the people around you is its own loneliness. Keep going. Find people who are also in it. Free breath9000

Small and quiet kept you safe once. You are allowed to be seen now. Fo — @matua_bill

286Small and quiet kept you safe once. You are allowed to be seen now. For the ones who learned to disappear. Let love guid10001

Care is not a loan. You are allowed to receive without settling up. Fr — @matua_bill

279Care is not a loan. You are allowed to receive without settling up. Free breathing practice for the hard days. Link in m3001

Your yes was never free because no was not allowed. You get the signal — @matua_bill

326Your yes was never free because no was not allowed. You get the signal back by listening for it. Free breathing practice16101

You learned to read tone to survive. Now you can just ask instead. If — @matua_bill

275You learned to read tone to survive. Now you can just ask instead. If you clock every mood shift in the room, this one's10021

The inner critic is a borrowed voice. You get to answer it now. Whose — @matua_bill

316The inner critic is a borrowed voice. You get to answer it now. Whose voice is yours really? Sit with that one. Let love10001

Needing got punished when you were small. It is not shameful now. Prac — @matua_bill

306Needing got punished when you were small. It is not shameful now. Practice one ask a day. What's one thing you can ask f11002

You learned to need nothing out loud. One small ask a week starts to u — @matua_bill

301You learned to need nothing out loud. One small ask a week starts to undo that. Free breathing practice for the hard day6001

Therapy Monday. I’ve only just got back into therapy myself. If you’re — @matua_bill

1K0:27Therapy Monday. I’ve only just got back into therapy myself. If you’re in Aotearoa and you’ve experienced sexual abuse o73410

You can do ittt! Ever wanted a moment to breathe with me FREE download — @matua_bill

1.5K0:26You can do ittt! Ever wanted a moment to breathe with me FREE download in bio now. your support now means the world to 1888812

REFRAME | Rejection When someone doesn’t choose you, it can be easy to — @matua_bill

8792:04REFRAME | Rejection When someone doesn’t choose you, it can be easy to turn their decision into a question about your wo954711

🌿 Reframe | Fear of the Future Not knowing what comes next doesn’t mea — @matua_bill

5.7K0:45🌿 Reframe | Fear of the Future Not knowing what comes next doesn’t mean something bad is coming. Sometimes we’ve spent s1.2K39110121

🌿 Daily Affirmation | Hope Take one slow breath. Hope isn’t pretending — @matua_bill

2.6K1:18🌿 Daily Affirmation | Hope Take one slow breath. Hope isn’t pretending everything is okay. It’s leaving space for the po438192348

🌿 Reframe | Hope Sometimes expecting the worst feels safer than hoping — @matua_bill

14.3K0:52🌿 Reframe | Hope Sometimes expecting the worst feels safer than hoping for something better, especially when life has di2.6K55219311

🌿 Daily Affirmation | Loneliness Take one slow breath. Feeling lonely — @matua_bill

4.1K1:25🌿 Daily Affirmation | Loneliness Take one slow breath. Feeling lonely doesn’t mean you’re unwanted. Sometimes it simply 649224193

Every game has a memory. 🎮 Snow Bros takes me straight back to Pulsar — @matua_bill

5400:29Every game has a memory. 🎮 Snow Bros takes me straight back to Pulsar Max, playing cards with my brothers in Wellington 14200

I am healing happy and healthy. #letloveguideus — @matua_bill

7740:16I am healing happy and healthy. #letloveguideus68321

Hahaha trends are fun. #letloveguideus — @matua_bill

4.6K0:06Hahaha trends are fun. #letloveguideus3627911

The rehearsal kept you safe once. Not every talk is a threat now. If y — @matua_bill

296The rehearsal kept you safe once. Not every talk is a threat now. If you rehearse conversations in the shower, this is f0000

Engagement per clip

19 parsed clips · newest on the right · click a bar to open the clip peak: 23.4% ER

Aug 27Sep 7Oct 27

Date	Views	Likes	Comments	Shares	Saves	ER
Oct 27, 2026	334	9	0	0	3	2.69%
Oct 27, 2026	300	9	0	0	0	3.00%
Oct 26, 2026	286	10	0	0	1	3.50%
Oct 26, 2026	279	3	0	0	1	1.08%
Oct 26, 2026	326	16	1	0	1	5.21%
Oct 25, 2026	275	10	0	2	1	4.36%
Oct 25, 2026	316	10	0	0	1	3.16%
Oct 25, 2026	306	11	0	0	2	3.59%
Oct 24, 2026	301	6	0	0	1	1.99%
Sep 7, 2026	1,008	73	4	1	0	7.74%
Sep 6, 2026	1,498	188	8	8	12	13.62%
Sep 4, 2026	879	95	4	7	11	12.06%
Aug 29, 2026	5,738	1,194	39	110	121	23.41%
Aug 28, 2026	2,646	438	19	23	48	18.14%
Aug 28, 2026	14,300	2,606	55	219	311	20.14%
Aug 28, 2026	4,064	649	22	41	93	17.52%
Aug 27, 2026	540	14	2	0	0	2.96%
Aug 27, 2026	774	68	3	2	1	9.43%
Aug 27, 2026	4,561	362	7	9	11	8.29%