WHILE TOURIN THE US WITH A MOVIE I MADE FROM THE GROUND UP IS INCREDIBLE ITS THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE WE WRAPPED THIS LEG IN NYC ON THURS AND I HAVE SPENT THE ENTIRE WEEKEND HAVIN PANIC ATTACKS I AM SO OVERSTIMULATED AND SPENT LAST NIGHT WITH MY FACE BURIED IN MY HOTEL PILLOWS AND THEN SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY HOTEL SHOWER THIS MORNIN JUST LETTIN THE WATER HIT MY BODY LIKE A SENSORY WHITE NOISE MACHINE BLOCKIN OUT ALL THE OUTSIDE WORLD WHILE I SAT AND TRIED 2 PROCESS EVERYTHING I HAVE THE WEIGHT OF THE SUCCESS OF THIS PROJECT RESTING MOSTLY ON MY SHOULDERS - I DO HAVE A SMALL TEAM OF PEOPLE WHO R WORKIN 4 FREE WHEN THEY CAN AND THANK U SO MUCH TYLER AND BRITTANY AND DAVID AND GREG - BUT OTHER THAN THAT ITS ALL ME IM GRINDING 2 MAKE THIS SUCCESSFUL ENOUGH 2 NOT ONLY PAY BACK MY INVESTORS BUT ALSO MY CAST AND CREW WHO DID SO MUCH 4 WAY LESS THAN THEY DESERVED 2 GET PAID 4 AND YEA OF COURSE ONCE THEY ALL GET PAID I WILL GLADLY ENJOY SOME PROFITS MYSELF BUT ITS SOOOOO MUCH AND IT STILL SEEMS SO FAR AWAY AND AFTER THIS LEG DOIN 10 SHOWS IN 11 DAYS THE OVER STIMULATION HIT ME LIKE A TRAIN BUT PLS DONT TAKE THIS AS A CRY 4 HELP I AM STILL MORE HAPPY AND AMAZED AND GRATEFUL THAN NOT AND IM OLD ENOUGH AND EXPERIENCED ENOUGH 2 KNOW WHO I AM AND HOW MUCH I SHOULD BITE FROM THE COOKIE B4 PUTTIN IT DOWN IM GRATEFUL 4 THE NEXT 2 WEEKS OFF B4 WE FINISH WITH THE FINAL LEG OF THE US TOUR AND I AM SO GRATEFUL 2 EVERYONE WHO HAS COME OUT 2 THE SHOWS AND SHARED UR STORIES WITH ME AND ALSO THOSE WHO HAVENT BUT APPRECIATE MY CONTENT THANK U EVERYONE AND EVEN THO I AM EXPERIENCIN ALL THE INTENSITY OF LIFE RIGHT NOW I WOULDNT TRADE THIS 4 ANYTHING 💜💜💜
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