anut. We are going to make it through this chapter. But I'm not going to lie, it's devastating to know we are getting close. There are so many emotions. Sorrow taking the top level and dripping down on everything else making it all so heavy. Yet so rich with love. I'm devastated. Exhausted. Broken hearted. Raw. I needed a release or I would shatter. Art has always been my way to cope with my intense emotions. I brought in the canvas I have been wanting to paint last night. And I just said, I'm need to paint out my emotions. And as I primed the canvas with black paint, your face (mouth area) started to peek through from the darkness. Art doesn't lie. This is what I was feeling inside. I miss your sweet kisses... your trachea and heart issues make it less comfortable for you to give me those sweet kisses that have gotten me through the most difficult moments in my life....Including long my father. So of course, it showed up in the art. Peanut, I love you. And I will continue to do everything I can for you until you let me know... thank you my little soulmate. #pets #rescue #painting #griefprocess
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